Have u every had someone love you so much yet they say they hate you? Well i started dating this guy my sophmore year and we really fell in love like love at first start and we would spend everyday with each other and all that love stuff he was my love and i was his sweetheart. Sophmore year during the summer we would be with each other he would come over ever night at 1:30 and sing to me Lonestar "Amazed" and it was the greatest summer ever i mean everytime i was hurt, crying, happy, sad u name it he was alwyz there for me. Then we broke up and my junior year in high school we weren't dating or talking and it was so hard cuz i know that he still loved me and he knew i still loved him more then anything. I mean it was just so hard and crzy. Then in october of junior year he asked me out again and i said yes and i knew that this time it was for real we were going to be together for ever. We had little sayings like "Will you still love me in the morning", or "I love u a million green frogs" it was awesome. You know at times we would argue but that was what made are love stronger then ever i really didn't want to let him go but i knew that something was wrong about five months after we had been dating i found out that he cheated on me with some girl and he went to see her three times. Omg! my heart was so crushed i couldn't believe it i didnt want to talk to him or see him or anything like that. Then we started talking but we werent dating and then more bullshit started to happen and i was like i dont deserve this what the hell! After a while we put all that shit behind us and just became friends finally it was the summer!  So junior going to be a senior and it was the summer yet we still weren't dating. We would spend time with each other and u know mess around he would tell me he still loved me but i knew we couldn't go back to that. Then i found out this other guy likes me named dan and wow! i was so happy so i started talking to him and we were kinda like wanting to date but no he said he loved me and it was crzy i didn't say it back. Then my ex lover juan left for a week and that was crzy. I found out another guy like me his name was Isaiha and we started dating and then i told my ex and he was so mad he told me that he hated me and he wanted me to burn everything i had of him away but i didn't. I finally broke up with him and me and my ex were doing fine and then toward the end of the summer we would just argue and argue it was crzy so all of a sudden he just started ignoring my calls and everything. Know im a senior "08" my ex doesnt even talk to me or anything and he hates me and its crzy cuz all the shit  we've done i still love him more then anything and occassionally he will write little notes to me and tell me he still loves me. I don't know what will happen but when something happens ill make sure to tell everyone that actually reads this bye!!!